To Judged or to Not Judged?

JUDGE. 

Judge. we all judged don't we? i'm not an exception. it's in our blood,in most human blood. But i've been denying that i judged other people like..many people did? but ..what do i call my act then?

i've been thinking in toilet (yeah the usual thinking place) about the actually judging others but denying it. There's one 'ceramah' i'd attended in past. At one point, a student asked the panel: we can't deny that most people has this third eye,that it feels like it's glued to our forehead. JUDGING eye. how do we stop judging others? cause we knows mostly its as if we look down on others."

i actually pfftt at this question (silently of coarse). because i didn't feel him. The panel answered that we can't throw it wholely, but we istighfar after that. -i forgot the rest of the answer- it brings to me, why..? didn't i feel him? that question doesn't directed at me?

i suggest answer from alot of thinking. i judged. yes. But i don't judged and assume. Agak-agaknya orang ni tak suka aku.. Budak ni ponteng sekolah kot.. ASSUME,right? What i did was,true,judged too~ but i didn't follow with assuming..i followed with QUESTIONS. aku buat salah ke? kenapa agaknya budak ni bukan kat sekolah? kenapa boleh jadi pergaduhan? QUESTIONS..of coz i don't get answers. But it didn't turn out to be bad in act,right?

Mum once told me: people sometimes asked me, "why do you send all your children into boarding schools?" mum answered: "because i feel that they can learn something that i can't teach at home"..and i've been thinking this is one of the reason: to judged but questions more,not assuming. the more people you live with,the more questions come to you. Allah had said for His servants to THINK too. and connects all back to Him. THINK. QUESTIONS. no regrets, no ill-mannered in your heart.

yanaliyana

Here I Come!!!

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُl

& Hai..

1st, yeay!! a blog! alhamdulillah? maybe hehe i just wish there'll be no 'mengumpat' when i write~ so here's few hints of why what who where about this blog & me.

Nurul Liyana, my name, on internet people know me as "yanaliyana". blame facebook for that name. I write a lot, speak less, but it took LONG before i started a blog.. ketinggalan zaman kan? oh well, i should treat blog as i treat my twitter. TALK TO YOURSELF, not talk to others. 

This should be about my boring life, my interests: books, drama, travelling, brain, etc etc.. my next post should be about PBS (pengalaman berasaskan sekolah) in Langkawi for a week, where my 1st post should be about my rant about Malaysia education system. disorganized yana *shoot self*

anyway, feel free to comment if you stumble on this blog, or just blogwalking..

till next time,

-smile & bright up the world-