Wednesday 19 June 2013

Why worth living?

Hi abandoned blog. There're much things happened in my life but all tends to circle only in my head,lazy to write.

Why this title interest me? As a Muslim,it's my duty to become humble servant to Allah cause this world is only a short journey for eternal life Hereafter. Then comes this question,i believe it not as coincidence cause it's being asked to myself -not directly & literally of coarse- too many times. 1st because of vampire japanese drama that i encounter,it tugged my heart at the sentence: 16 years is already enough to live. There's no more mean to life~ i ..WHUT??

Then another drama,korean drama with gumiho (nine-tailed fox) theme,where a questioned like this is asked: why do you choose short life of human being instead of immortal life of gumiho (a fictional story yeah,my fav) ? Why give up immortal? Why worth living when you know you'll die one day?

And the last thing i encountered recently during my semester break, the four kittens in my house had been in fever,one after another. One failed to survived,heartbreaking death in our kitchen. So me & mum tried our best to keep the other 3 alive. It's not an easy task because they can't talk. I keep shouting to the kitten "Live!!! Please be alive!! ㅠㅠ" until that words come to my ownself,it's really worth living. I suspect this is a task, thinking it as task Allah gave me after i kept asking "why my current life is so boring? Nothing to achieve,can't set an aim?" Allah may answer this with this question back: why do you LIVE yana? One may feel their life pretty much worthless, while another struggle to live short life,fullfill it to the most rather than empty immortal life.

The question i still yet not find solid conclusion, but i get the hints ^^. You may want to ask yourself too,what life is to you? Happy thinking~ yanaliyana